{"id":11419,"date":"2026-10-27T05:25:15","date_gmt":"2026-10-26T20:25:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/?p=11419"},"modified":"2026-10-27T05:25:31","modified_gmt":"2026-10-26T20:25:31","slug":"baris-noah-episode-51-before-touch","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/baris-noah-episode-51-before-touch\/","title":{"rendered":"51.B\u00f6l\u00fcm \u2014 Dokunmaya Birka\u00e7 Santim Kala | Derinkuyu Yeralt\u0131 \u015eehri’nin Karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Duran"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Dokunmas\u0131na yaln\u0131zca birka\u00e7 santim kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine de o birka\u00e7 santim, Bar\u0131\u015f’a inan\u0131lmaz derecede uzak geliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Derinkuyu Yeralt\u0131 \u015eehri’nin derinlikleri, yery\u00fcz\u00fcndeki zamandan kopar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f gibi sessizdi. Tavan al\u00e7akt\u0131, duvarlar p\u00fcr\u00fczl\u00fcyd\u00fc ve oyulmu\u015f ta\u015f y\u00fczeylerde uzun y\u0131llar\u0131n kuru so\u011fuklu\u011fu kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Dar ge\u00e7idin ilerisinden gelen \u0131\u015f\u0131k zay\u0131ft\u0131 ve k\u00f6pe\u011fin beyaz t\u00fcylerini saf beyazdan \u00e7ok griye yak\u0131n bir renge g\u00f6m\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek ka\u00e7mad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Havlamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yakla\u015fmad\u0131 da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sadece oradayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

\"Bar\u0131\u015f
Only a few centimeters remain between them, but the distance holds far more than silence.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n eli h\u00e2l\u00e2 havada as\u0131l\u0131 duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131 hafif\u00e7e titriyordu. Kendisi durdurmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da titremeyi kesemedi. Bunun nedeni so\u011fuk de\u011fildi. Yeralt\u0131ndaki hava ger\u00e7ekten so\u011fuktu, ancak titreyen bedeni de\u011fil, \u00e7ok daha derindeki bir yerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pe\u011fin arkas\u0131nda \u00fc\u00e7 k\u0131sa \u00e7izik vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

50. b\u00f6l\u00fcmde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc o i\u015faret.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fal \u015fekilde olu\u015fmu\u015f izlere benzemiyordu. Turistlerin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 karalamalardan da farkl\u0131yd\u0131. Sanki biri, bir \u015fey b\u0131rakmak i\u00e7in ta\u015fa k\u0131sa ve kararl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde dokunmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f cebindeki par\u00e7ay\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir par\u00e7a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Benzer \u00e7izgiler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eksik harfler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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…afa.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Ve bir yerde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc solmu\u015f rakamlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\/04.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bunlar hen\u00fcz cevap de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine de cevap olmayan \u015feyler, Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n i\u00e7inde daha derin izler b\u0131rak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeralt\u0131 \u015fehrinin havas\u0131 hareket etmiyordu. Ancak tamamen durmu\u015f da de\u011fildi. Uzak bir yerde turistlerin ayak sesleri hafif\u00e7e yank\u0131lan\u0131yordu. Ses, ta\u015f ge\u00e7itlerin her d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde bi\u00e7im de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor, birinin yakla\u015f\u0131p yakla\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ya da uzakla\u015f\u0131p uzakla\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamay\u0131 imk\u00e2ns\u0131z h\u00e2le getiriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Burada ses bile yolunu kaybediyordu.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f k\u00f6pe\u011fe bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek de ona bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zlerinde onu su\u00e7layan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bekliyor gibi de g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yard\u0131m istiyor gibi de g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaln\u0131zca, Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n buraya kadar gelece\u011fini en ba\u015f\u0131ndan beri biliyormu\u015f gibi bir sessizlik ta\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“…Sen nesin?”<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Sesi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc, ta\u015f duvara de\u011fip hemen kayboldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek hareket etmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu sessizlik, Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc daha da s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eimdiye kadar hep cevap aram\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Babas\u0131n\u0131n nas\u0131l bir insan oldu\u011funu. Annesinin neden konu\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Haritan\u0131n neyi g\u00f6sterdi\u011fini. Babas\u0131n\u0131n izlerinin neden her zaman tamamlanmam\u0131\u015f ve eksik kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama \u015fimdi, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki k\u00f6pe\u011fe dokunmak, babas\u0131yla ilgili cevaba yakla\u015fmak gibi gelmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha korkutucu bir \u015feydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Bir cevap \u00e7\u0131kmasa bile, yine de kabul etmek.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Onu korkutan buydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f elini biraz daha yakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pe\u011fin t\u00fcylerinin, parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7evresindeki havay\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirdi\u011fini hissetti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hen\u00fcz dokunmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n

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\"Bar\u0131\u015f's
Only a few centimeters remain, suspended between hesitation and trust.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Yine de orada canl\u0131 bir varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu anlayabiliyordu. Ta\u015f duvarlardan farkl\u0131yd\u0131. Eski haritadan, par\u00e7adan ve kurumu\u015f harflerden de farkl\u0131yd\u0131. Orada, \u015fimdi nefes alan bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu, Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n kafas\u0131n\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Babas\u0131n\u0131n gizemi her zaman ge\u00e7mi\u015fin i\u00e7indeydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ekmecenin arkas\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eski bir zarfta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haritan\u0131n k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayakkab\u0131 taban\u0131ndaki toprakta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ta\u015fta kalan \u00e7iziklerde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hepsi, dokundu\u011fu anda onu ge\u00e7mi\u015fe \u00e7eken \u015feylerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama bu k\u00f6pek farkl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Babas\u0131n\u0131n izinin yan\u0131nda olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen ge\u00e7mi\u015fe ait de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u015eimdi buradayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Nefes al\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n

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\"Bar\u0131\u015f
Only a small distance remains, yet neither of them crosses it.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f, i\u00e7inde bir \u015feyin yer de\u011fi\u015ftirdi\u011fi sesi duydu\u011funu sand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Babas\u0131n\u0131 arayarak buraya kadar gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama yaln\u0131zca babas\u0131na bakarsa bu k\u00f6pe\u011fe dokunamazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pe\u011fe dokunabilmek i\u00e7in babas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesini bir kez olsun sadece bir g\u00f6lge olarak b\u0131rakmas\u0131 gerekiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu, Bar\u0131\u015f i\u00e7in ilk kez oluyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eimdiye kadar bir \u015fey buldu\u011funda hemen anlam\u0131n\u0131 aram\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anlam aramazsa ayakta duramayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fakat bu k\u00f6pek, anlam\u0131 aranmazdan \u00f6nce yaln\u0131zca var oluyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Anlamdan \u00f6nce varl\u0131k vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bu basitlik, yeralt\u0131 \u015fehrinin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda fazlas\u0131yla g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcyd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ta\u015f kokusu vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kuru toprak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eski hava.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsanlar\u0131n sakland\u0131\u011f\u0131, dua etti\u011fi, bekledi\u011fi ve ge\u00e7ip gitti\u011fi bir yerin kokusu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda buras\u0131 bir yeralt\u0131 \u015fehriydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Turistik bir yerdi, tarih\u00ee bir mek\u00e2nd\u0131 ve Kapadokya’n\u0131n \u00fcnl\u00fc kal\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131ndan biriydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama \u015fimdi Bar\u0131\u015f i\u00e7in buras\u0131, babas\u0131n\u0131n ge\u00e7mi\u015fiyle kendi \u015fimdisinin ilk kez ayn\u0131 yerde durdu\u011fu noktayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pe\u011fin kula\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ok hafif hareket etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n bedeni gerildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek h\u00e2l\u00e2 hareket etmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaln\u0131zca y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131na do\u011fru biraz e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona dokunmas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dokunabilece\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor gibi de g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sadece ka\u00e7m\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Hepsi buydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu “ka\u00e7mama” h\u00e2li, Bar\u0131\u015f’a a\u011f\u0131r geliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annesi konu\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Babas\u0131 hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi tamamlanm\u0131\u015f h\u00e2lde b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deniz \u00f6fkelenmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elif’in ad\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 uzak bir yerdeydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hi\u00e7biri bulundu\u011fu yerden kolayca hareket etmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama bu k\u00f6pek ka\u00e7mam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu bir cevap de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u015fefkat de de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine de Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n \u015fimdiye kadar kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn sessizliklerden daha do\u011frudand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“Ben…”<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, sonra sustu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne s\u00f6ylemek istedi\u011fini kendisi de bilmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Korkuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilmek istiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dokunmak istiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ama dokunursa geri d\u00f6nemeyece\u011fini hissediyordu.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bunlar\u0131n hepsi ayn\u0131 yerdeydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n eli biraz daha yakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pe\u011fin t\u00fcylerinin u\u00e7lar\u0131, parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n derisine de\u011fmek \u00fczereydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tam o anda, yeralt\u0131n\u0131n derinliklerinden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ses geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerine kum d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyormu\u015f gibi, neredeyse duyulmayacak kadar hafif bir sesti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f refleksle ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ge\u00e7idin ilerisinde kimse yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\u015f\u0131k da dalgalanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek de arkas\u0131na bakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaln\u0131zca \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7izginin alt\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oyuk, az \u00f6ncekinden daha belirgin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Orada bir \u015fey varm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya da belki Bar\u0131\u015f yaln\u0131zca \u00f6yle g\u00f6rmek istiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n

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\"Noah
Three quiet marks remain in the stone, offering no answer.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 durdurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pe\u011fe \u00e7ok az kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dokunabilirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama h\u00e2l\u00e2 dokunmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O mesafenin i\u00e7inde babas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annesinin sessizli\u011fi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n

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\"Bar\u0131\u015f
He reaches forward, while something within him still hesitates.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Deniz’in \u00f6fkesi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eski haritan\u0131n \u00e7izgileri vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve bundan sonra kendisinin se\u00e7mek zorunda kalaca\u011f\u0131 bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek, Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n eline bakm\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n g\u00f6zlerine bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki onun dokunup dokunmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil, bundan \u00f6nce neyi kabul edece\u011fini izliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f yava\u015f\u00e7a nefes verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 havadayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaln\u0131zca birka\u00e7 santim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama bu mesafe, k\u00f6pekle aras\u0131ndaki mesafe de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Hen\u00fcz tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 babas\u0131yla aras\u0131ndaki mesafeydi.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Derinkuyu Yeralt\u0131 \u015eehri\u2019nin derinliklerinde, Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n parmaklar\u0131yla beyaz k\u00f6pe\u011fin aras\u0131nda yaln\u0131zca birka\u00e7 santim kal\u0131r. Ancak bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck mesafenin i\u00e7inde babas\u0131n\u0131n izleri, annesinin sessizli\u011fi ve h\u00e2l\u00e2 cevaps\u0131z kalan ge\u00e7mi\u015fi vard\u0131r. Dokunabilecek kadar yak\u0131nd\u0131r, ama Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n eli h\u00e2l\u00e2 durmaktad\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":11555,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"swell_btn_cv_data":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[992,988],"tags":[1030,1710,1709,1432,1700,1453,1631,1574,1711],"class_list":["post-11419","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-baris-noah","category-story","tag-baris-ve-noah","tag-beyaz-kopek","tag-derinkuyu-yeralti-sehri","tag-emotional-distance","tag-kangal-kopegi","tag-kapadokya","tag-noah","tag-silent-encounter","tag-turkce-kurgu"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11419","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11419"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11419\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11591,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11419\/revisions\/11591"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11555"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11419"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11419"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11419"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}