{"id":8291,"date":"2026-06-09T21:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-06-09T12:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/?p=8291"},"modified":"2026-06-04T16:28:46","modified_gmt":"2026-06-04T07:28:46","slug":"baris-noah-episode-11-spilled-silence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/baris-noah-episode-11-spilled-silence\/","title":{"rendered":"11. B\u00f6l\u00fcm \u2014 K\u0131z Karde\u015fin \u00d6fkesi | Ankara\u2019daki Evde Babaya Dair Ta\u015fan Duygular"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>\u00d6fke, bazen sese d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmeden \u00f6nce havay\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ak\u015fam \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 odan\u0131n k\u00f6\u015felerinde birikmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, ev g\u00fcnd\u00fcze g\u00f6re biraz daha dar geliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pencerenin d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, Ankara\u2019n\u0131n yoku\u015flar\u0131na uzun g\u00f6lgeler d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Uzak caddeden ge\u00e7en arabalar\u0131n sesi kuru duvarlara \u00e7arp\u0131p ince bir yank\u0131yla geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. Bir evden k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f so\u011fan kokusu geliyordu. Ak\u015fam, \u00e7oktan hayat\u0131n i\u00e7ine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f, babas\u0131n\u0131n ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 geri koydu\u011fu dolab\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kapa\u011f\u0131 kapatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama i\u00e7i h\u00e2l\u00e2 orada kalm\u0131\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Taban\u0131ndaki toprak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Annesinin belirsiz s\u00f6zleri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNas\u0131l bir adamd\u0131?\u201d sorusu, cevaps\u0131z bir \u015fekilde g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcn bir yerinde tak\u0131l\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O s\u0131rada arkas\u0131ndaki odadan bir \u015feyin d\u00fc\u015fme sesi geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kuru, sert bir ses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz\u2019in odas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 yar\u0131 aral\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u00e7eriden hareket sesleri geliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir \u00e7ekmecenin kapan\u0131\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir kitab\u0131n b\u0131rak\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve biraz d\u00fczensiz bir nefes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f bir ad\u0131m yakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cDeniz?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Cevap gelmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra, odan\u0131n i\u00e7inden sesi geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201c\u0130\u00e7eri girme.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Keskin bir sesti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ba\u011f\u0131rm\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama Deniz\u2019de pek al\u0131\u015f\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir sertlik vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBir \u015fey mi oldu?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cHi\u00e7bir \u015fey.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f birinin cevab\u0131na benzemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir s\u00fcre sessizlik \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6b\u00fcr taraf\u0131ndan k\u0131yafetlerin h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 geliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir \u015fey mi ar\u0131yordu, yoksa bir \u015feyi saklamaya m\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu, Bar\u0131\u015f anlayamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201c\u2026Az \u00f6nceki \u015feyi h\u00e2l\u00e2 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor musun?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu kez sesi, \u00f6fkesini bast\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r gibi biraz d\u00fczle\u015fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cNeyi?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBabam\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>O tek kelimeyle havan\u0131n \u015fekli de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f elini kap\u0131 pervaz\u0131nda tutarak k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir nefes verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm tabii.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBu kadar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen bir tek sensin.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6zlerinde diken vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama o diken yaln\u0131zca abisine y\u00f6nelmi\u015f gibi de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Daha derinde, ba\u015fka bir \u015feye saplanm\u0131\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f sustu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz bunu onay saym\u0131\u015f olacak ki kap\u0131y\u0131 biraz daha a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Odan\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 ak\u015fam g\u00f6lgesiyle kararm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yata\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde yar\u0131m katlanm\u0131\u015f k\u0131yafetler vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde bir defter ve bir toka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0131radan bir odayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama \u015fimdi, odan\u0131n tam ortas\u0131 biraz da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz yata\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131nda duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir elinde eski, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kutu vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kapa\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inde d\u00fc\u011fmeler, \u00e7engelli i\u011fneler ve art\u0131k kullan\u0131lmayan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck aksesuarlar karmakar\u0131\u015f\u0131k duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-childhood-memory-box-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"An old memory box with hair accessories and buttons on a bed at sunset in Ankara\" class=\"wp-image-9436\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-childhood-memory-box-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-childhood-memory-box-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-childhood-memory-box-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-childhood-memory-box-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-childhood-memory-box.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Some memories remain quietly where they were left behind.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cNe yap\u0131yorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cToparl\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Cevap hemen gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama sesinde zorlama vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f kutunun i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00f6\u015fede y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7ocuk sa\u00e7 band\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Y\u0131llard\u0131r kullanm\u0131yor olmal\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBunu \u015fimdi yapmasan da olur.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201c\u015eimdi yapmak istiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Cevap fazla h\u0131zl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ard\u0131ndan Deniz\u2019in kendisi de biraz \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f gibi oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Duygusunun ondan \u00f6nce konu\u015ftu\u011funu fark etmi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201c\u2026Abi.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kutuyu yata\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne b\u0131rakt\u0131 ve sonunda Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019a bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cNeden \u015fimdi?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu soru ikinci b\u00f6l\u00fcmde de vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama \u015fimdi daha a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBunca zaman sonra babam\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenince ne olacak?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cNe olaca\u011f\u0131 meselesi de\u011fil.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201c\u00d6yle.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz\u2019in sesi onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcne bindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cSonu\u00e7ta \u00f6yle. \u00d6\u011frenince bir \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fecek san\u0131yorsun. O y\u00fczden bu kadar bak\u0131yorsun. Haritaya, ayakkab\u0131lara, \u00e7ekmecelere.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f hafif\u00e7e ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBelki de\u011fi\u015fir.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cDe\u011fi\u015fmez.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00f6z \u00f6fkeden \u00e7ok, vazge\u00e7mi\u015fli\u011fe yak\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-apartment-doorway-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"Bar\u0131\u015f standing in a dark hallway while Deniz faces the window in an Ankara apartment at sunset\" class=\"wp-image-9452\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-apartment-doorway-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-apartment-doorway-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-apartment-doorway-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-apartment-doorway-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-apartment-doorway.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Even in the same home, some silences stand between people.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>Deniz pencereye do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc ve perdeyi biraz aralad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ak\u015fam \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn yaln\u0131zca bir taraf\u0131n\u0131 ayd\u0131nlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Y\u00fcz\u00fc hem \u00e7ocuk gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu, hem de \u00e7ok yorgun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cOrada olmayan biri, yokmu\u015f gibi de\u011fil mi zaten?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Sesi sakindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBiz ate\u015flendi\u011fimizde yan\u0131nda m\u0131yd\u0131? Okulda k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fey oldu\u011funda yan\u0131nda m\u0131yd\u0131? Annem her \u015feyi tek ba\u015f\u0131na yaparken yan\u0131nda m\u0131yd\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f cevap veremedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cevap olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O sorular Deniz\u2019in \u00f6fkesi de\u011fil, y\u0131llard\u0131r biriken zaman\u0131n kendisiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBen y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bile do\u011fru d\u00fczg\u00fcn hat\u0131rlayam\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz devam etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cAma sen s\u00fcrekli onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun. \u0130\u015fte bu sinirimi bozuyor.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130lk kez sesi hafif\u00e7e titredi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda durup o titremeyi dinledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6fkeliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama yaln\u0131zca \u00f6fkeli de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Geride b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f zaman\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131, abisinin oraya geri d\u00f6nmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na duydu\u011fu \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k, kendisinin art\u0131k tutamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015feye abisinin uzanmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n verdi\u011fi s\u0131z\u0131\u2026 Hepsi birbirine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cAbi, sen bilmedi\u011fin bir \u015feyi \u00f6\u011frenmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yorsun.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz yava\u015f\u00e7a d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cOrada olmayan birini, varm\u0131\u015f gibi yapmak istiyorsun sadece.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00f6z Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne d\u00fcmd\u00fcz sapland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130tiraz etmek istedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama bir an i\u00e7in edemedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir isim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir harita.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayakkab\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onlar\u0131n izini s\u00fcrd\u00fck\u00e7e, belki de arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fey babas\u0131n\u0131n ger\u00e7e\u011fi de\u011fil, babas\u0131n\u0131n \u201cvar olmu\u015f\u201d oldu\u011fu duygusuydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz onun sessizli\u011fini ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc anlam\u0131\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cG\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama g\u00fclm\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBen yapamam. B\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemem.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>O s\u0131rada koridorun \u00f6b\u00fcr ucundan ayak sesleri geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emine\u2019ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elinde al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f po\u015fetiyle durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130kisinin aras\u0131nda as\u0131l\u0131 kalan havaya bakmas\u0131, bir \u015fey oldu\u011funu anlamas\u0131na yetmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-emine-ankara-hallway-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"Emine carrying grocery bags through an old Ankara apartment hallway at dusk\" class=\"wp-image-9444\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-emine-ankara-hallway-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-emine-ankara-hallway-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-emine-ankara-hallway-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-emine-ankara-hallway-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-emine-ankara-hallway.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">She carried the evening home before anyone had words for it.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cNe oldu?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Sesi sakindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama Deniz hemen annesine bakmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBir \u015fey yok.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00f6yle s\u00f6yledi, ama g\u00f6zlerinin \u00e7evresi h\u00e2l\u00e2 gergindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emine odaya girmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Koridorda durdu\u011fu yerden konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBir \u015fey yokken \u00e7\u0131kan bir ses de\u011fil bu.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00f6zle Deniz\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fc biraz bozuldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cE ne? \u00d6fkelenmem yasak m\u0131? Ben k\u0131zamaz m\u0131y\u0131m?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6z annesine s\u00f6ylenmi\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama sadece ona de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Daha uzun bir zamana s\u00f6ylenmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emine cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O sessizlik Deniz\u2019i daha da incitmi\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cAbi ar\u0131yor. Sen susuyorsun. Ama ben, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yokmu\u015f gibi ya\u015fad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6zler odan\u0131n i\u00e7ine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ve orada kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yokmu\u015f gibi ya\u015famak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz\u2019in \u00f6fkesinin \u00f6z\u00fc buydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Babas\u0131n\u0131n yoklu\u011fu a\u00e7\u0131klanmadan, ama her g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde iyiymi\u015f gibi davranmak zorunda kalan birinin \u00f6fkesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f bunu ancak \u015fimdi biraz anlayabildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendisi ne kadar \u201cbilmek\u201d istiyorsa, Deniz de o kadar \u201cart\u0131k dokunmamak\u201d istiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130kisi de ailenin yaras\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emine al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f po\u015fetini usulca yere b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra al\u00e7ak bir sesle konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cK\u0131zabilirsin.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00f6zle Deniz\u2019in omuzlar\u0131 hafif\u00e7e titredi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cZaten uzun zamand\u0131r k\u0131zg\u0131ns\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sadece pencereye d\u00f6n\u00fck durdu ve elinin tersiyle g\u00f6zlerinin kenar\u0131n\u0131 sildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u011fl\u0131yor muydu, yoksa a\u011flamamaya m\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu, Bar\u0131\u015f anlayamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u00e2lde, s\u0131rt\u0131 \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ak\u015fam \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 odan\u0131n i\u00e7inden yava\u015f yava\u015f \u00e7ekildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kimse hemen hareket etmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6fkenin ard\u0131ndan her zaman b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ses kalmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bazen her \u015fey s\u00f6ylendikten sonra, sessizlik daha a\u011f\u0131r olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f o sessizli\u011fin i\u00e7inde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Babas\u0131n\u0131 bilmek istemesi ger\u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama bu yaln\u0131zca ona ait de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayn\u0131 yoklu\u011fun i\u00e7inde olsalar da, herkesin yaras\u0131 farkl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu fark\u0131 bilmeden ilerlerse, yine bir \u015feyi k\u0131racakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Deniz arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emine de art\u0131k bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sadece d\u0131\u015far\u0131da, ak\u015fam r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131 perdeyi bir kez hafif\u00e7e oynatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu, insan\u0131 ileri iten bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Odada kalan s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sessizce so\u011futmaya gelen bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-curtain-evening-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"An open window with moving white curtains in a quiet Ankara apartment at dusk\" class=\"wp-image-9448\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-curtain-evening-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-curtain-evening-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-curtain-evening-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-curtain-evening-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ankara-curtain-evening.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">After the words were spoken, only the curtain kept moving.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ankara\u2019daki sessiz dairede y\u0131llard\u0131r bast\u0131r\u0131lan duygular sonunda ortaya \u00e7\u0131kmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Sessizlik, \u00f6fke ve ge\u00e7mi\u015fin g\u00f6lgesinde Bar\u0131\u015f ile Deniz ailelerinin eksik kalan yanlar\u0131yla y\u00fczle\u015fti.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":9432,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"swell_btn_cv_data":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[992,988],"tags":[1400,1021,1030,1401],"class_list":["post-8291","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-baris-noah","category-story","tag-aile-sessizligi","tag-ankara","tag-baris-ve-noah","tag-konusulmayan-anilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8291","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8291"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8291\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10021,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8291\/revisions\/10021"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/9432"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8291"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8291"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8291"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}