{"id":8323,"date":"2026-06-19T21:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-06-19T12:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/?p=8323"},"modified":"2026-06-04T16:33:14","modified_gmt":"2026-06-04T07:33:14","slug":"baris-noah-episode-14-kizilay-hesitation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/baris-noah-episode-14-kizilay-hesitation\/","title":{"rendered":"14. B\u00f6l\u00fcm: \u3000Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n K\u0131z\u0131lay\u2019da Durma Nedeni\uff5cYola \u00c7\u0131kmadan \u00d6nceki Teredd\u00fct ve K\u0131p\u0131rdayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 An"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>\u0130nsan yaln\u0131zca bir nedeni oldu\u011funda hareket etmez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7o\u011fu zaman, nedenini kelimelere d\u00f6kmeden y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f son birka\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr bunu tekrar tekrar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nceki sabah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pencereden i\u00e7eri s\u00fcz\u00fclen \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa \u00f6ylece bakan h\u00e2li.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ki gece \u00f6nce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Annesinin sesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBilmemekle, sana s\u00f6ylenmemi\u015f olmas\u0131 ayn\u0131 \u015fey de\u011fil.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fcn sabah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Annesinin sessizce kabul etti\u011fi o s\u00f6z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cBen sana anlatmad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve ard\u0131ndan geriye kalan \u015fey\u2014<br>babas\u0131n\u0131n \u201cse\u00e7imi\u201d denilen, bi\u00e7imsiz bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tek tek bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feylerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama art\u0131k yaln\u0131zca kopuk par\u00e7alar de\u011fillerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fark\u0131na varmadan, i\u00e7inde bir yerde ayn\u0131 y\u00f6ne d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bundan emindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve \u015fimdi\u2014<br>o de\u011fi\u015fimin ucunda duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131lay kav\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bunu tek kelime etmeden g\u00f6steriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6\u011fleni biraz ge\u00e7mi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eehrin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 keskinle\u015fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Binalar\u0131n g\u00f6lgeleri k\u0131sayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yoldaki beyaz \u00e7izgiler, asfalt\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde kuru kuru beliriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kornalar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fren sesleri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Trafik \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n elektronik sesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Uzakta bir otob\u00fcs\u00fcn al\u00e7ak u\u011fultusu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunca ses \u00fcst \u00fcste biniyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yine de bir yerlerde bo\u015f kalm\u0131\u015f gibi duran bir sessizlik vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsan fazla olunca sesler d\u00fczle\u015fir.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crossroad-ankara-evening-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"Crowded evening crossing in K\u0131z\u0131lay Square, Ankara\" class=\"wp-image-9529\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crossroad-ankara-evening-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crossroad-ankara-evening-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crossroad-ankara-evening-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crossroad-ankara-evening-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crossroad-ankara-evening.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">The city kept moving while something inside him stood still.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>Tek tek ayak sesleri, konu\u015fmalar kaybolur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Geriye yaln\u0131zca \u015fehrin nefesi kal\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onun i\u00e7inde durunca\u2014<br>insan kendi s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 biraz ge\u00e7 fark eder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131lay, herkesin bir yere giderken ge\u00e7ti\u011fi bir yerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6\u011frenciler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Memurlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elinde al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f po\u015feti ta\u015f\u0131yanlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Otob\u00fcse yeti\u015fmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kafeden \u00e7\u0131kan gen\u00e7ler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu \u015fehrin merkezinde her zaman bir \u201csonraki \u015fey\u201d vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Buras\u0131 birinin durmas\u0131 i\u00e7in de\u011fil,<br>birinin ilerlemesi i\u00e7in var gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu y\u00fczden orada \u00f6ylece duran tek ki\u015fi olmak,<br>Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019a tuhaf bi\u00e7imde yabanc\u0131 hissettirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f, yaya ge\u00e7idinin hemen \u00f6n\u00fcnde durmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Buraya gelene kadar y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yolu tam olarak hat\u0131rlayam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evden \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131 \u00e7ok olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama aradaki sokaklardan neredeyse hi\u00e7bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bildi\u011fi tek \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Art\u0131k o evin i\u00e7ine d\u00f6nememi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O sabah \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O kahve kokusu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O \u201csana anlatmad\u0131m\u201d c\u00fcmlesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve h\u00e2l\u00e2 bi\u00e7im almam\u0131\u015f olan,<br>\u201cbabas\u0131n\u0131n se\u00e7imi\u201d denen a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunlar\u0131 i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131yarak ayn\u0131 sandalyede oturamazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evdeyken hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama bir \u015fey kesin olarak ilerliyormu\u015f gibi geliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Korkutan da buydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu y\u00fczden y\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir \u015feye karar verdi\u011fi i\u00e7in de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sadece orada daha fazla kalamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u015f\u0131k k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsan ak\u0131\u015f\u0131 durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tak\u0131m elbiseli bir adam saatine bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yan\u0131nda biri telefonda g\u00fcl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bebek arabas\u0131 s\u00fcren kad\u0131n hi\u00e7 teredd\u00fct etmeden ileriye bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6\u011frenciye benzeyen iki ki\u015fi sonraki planlar\u0131ndan konu\u015fuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kimse durmuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kimse karars\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>En az\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan \u00f6yleydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Herkes bir yere gidiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde yaln\u0131zca Bar\u0131\u015f durmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-crossing-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"A man standing still in a crowded K\u0131z\u0131lay crosswalk in Ankara\" class=\"wp-image-9537\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-crossing-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-crossing-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-crossing-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-crossing-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-crossing.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">The whole city moved forward while he remained where he was.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cGidecek miyim?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00f6z zihninde belirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eimdiye kadar belirsizdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sadece bir histi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama \u015fimdi farkl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131k bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gitmek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nereye?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne i\u00e7in?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cevap yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yine de soru art\u0131k kaybolmuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u015f\u0131k ye\u015file d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsanlar ayn\u0131 anda hareket etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir ak\u0131\u015f olu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Herkes o ak\u0131\u015fa do\u011falca kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crosswalk-ankara-crowd-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"Crowded crosswalk in K\u0131z\u0131lay, Ankara during late afternoon\" class=\"wp-image-9533\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crosswalk-ankara-crowd-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crosswalk-ankara-crowd-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crosswalk-ankara-crowd-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crosswalk-ankara-crowd-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/kizilay-crosswalk-ankara-crowd.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Everyone kept walking. Only he remained out of step.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f da yaln\u0131zca bir ad\u0131m att\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ad\u0131md\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu ak\u0131\u015fa kat\u0131lmak i\u00e7in yeterli olmal\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama\u2014<br>aya\u011f\u0131 yar\u0131da durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir omuz ona \u00e7arpt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kimse ald\u0131rmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcr dileyen yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00f6n\u00fcp bakan da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Normal olan buydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sadece o, orada bir \u015feye tak\u0131l\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cGeri mi d\u00f6nsem?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce bekledi\u011finden daha kolay geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eve d\u00f6nebilirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi yapabilirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Babas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mustafa ad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Annesinin sessizli\u011fi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anlatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itiraf etmesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7birine hen\u00fcz dokunmam\u0131\u015f gibi davranabilirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6yle yaparsa, son birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn hi\u00e7 ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f olurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yine ayn\u0131 sabah gelirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayn\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayn\u0131 masa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayn\u0131 sessizlik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunun yeterli olmas\u0131 gerekirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama\u2014<br>ayaklar\u0131 geri de gitmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130leri gidemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Geri de d\u00f6nemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sadece ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu h\u00e2l, garip bi\u00e7imde ona kendisi gibi geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Belki de hep b\u00f6yle yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evin i\u00e7inde de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Babas\u0131 konusunda da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bilmiyormu\u015f gibi yaparak,<br>iki y\u00f6ne de ilerlemeden,<br>ayn\u0131 yerde durup kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u015f\u0131k yeniden de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsan ak\u0131\u015f\u0131 yeniden \u015fekil de\u011fi\u015ftirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayn\u0131 yerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama ayn\u0131 de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaman ilerliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kesin olarak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onu geride b\u0131rakarak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Birileri g\u00fcl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Telefondan bir ses y\u00fckseliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayakkab\u0131 sesleri kuru bir ritim tutuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her \u015fey ger\u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dokunsa, ger\u00e7ekten orada olacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yine de\u2014<br>sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne ince bir tabaka \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignright size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-street-walk-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"Bar\u0131\u015f walking quietly through a street in K\u0131z\u0131lay, Ankara\" class=\"wp-image-9545\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-street-walk-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-street-walk-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-street-walk-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-street-walk-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-street-walk.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">He kept walking, even though he still did not know where to go.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cTuhaf olan ben miyim?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce sonunda kelimeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Etraf de\u011fi\u015fmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eehir de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsanlar da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaman da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>De\u011fi\u015fen \u015fey\u2014<br>belki de yaln\u0131zca kendisiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f yava\u015f\u00e7a y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ak\u0131\u015fa kar\u0131\u015fmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sadece orada daha fazla durmaya dayanamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Kav\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsanlar\u0131n biraz daha az oldu\u011fu bir soka\u011fa girdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yine de insanlar vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu \u015fehirde tamamen yaln\u0131z kal\u0131nabilecek yer pek yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kafenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cam\u0131n ard\u0131ndan biri kahve i\u00e7iyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pencere kenar\u0131nda bir masa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyormu\u015f gibi duran bir y\u00fcz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc ona tuhaf bi\u00e7imde uzak geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u00e7eri girse,<br>kendisi de \u00f6yle oturabilir miydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden,<br>yaln\u0131zca zaman\u0131n ge\u00e7mesine izin verebilir miydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hayal etti\u2014<br>sonra vazge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yapabilece\u011fini sanm\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eu an nereye otursa, ayn\u0131 \u015fey onunla gelecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca kaybolmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi,<br>kafeye girince de, \u015fehirde y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcnce de<br>bu a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k i\u00e7inden ayr\u0131lmayacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-cafe-window-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"Bar\u0131\u015f standing outside a caf\u00e9 window in K\u0131z\u0131lay, Ankara\" class=\"wp-image-9541\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-cafe-window-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-cafe-window-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-cafe-window-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-cafe-window-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-kizilay-cafe-window.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Inside, life continued normally. He could only watch from outside.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>Kafenin \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6lgesi ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n dibine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sanki kendi g\u00f6lgesi bile onu biraz geriden takip ediyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O anda\u2014<br>hava \u00e7ok hafif k\u0131p\u0131rdad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Y\u00fcz\u00fcne de\u011fmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131yafetleri oynamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yine de bir \u015fey kesin olarak ge\u00e7ip gitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Arkas\u0131na bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kimse yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama art\u0131k biliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu hayal de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir \u015fey de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama kesinlikle vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evin i\u00e7inde de vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sabah \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve \u015fimdi, bu insan ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131nda da ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde gizlenmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cGidecek miyim?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00f6z bir kez daha belirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu kez ka\u00e7acak yer yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f yava\u015f\u00e7a nefes verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hen\u00fcz cevap yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nereye gidece\u011fini bilmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Neyi arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Babas\u0131n\u0131n hangi par\u00e7as\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da hi\u00e7 g\u00f6remiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yine de\u2014<br>kesin olan tek bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Art\u0131k<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cgeri d\u00f6nen tarafta\u201d de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eehir hareket etmeye devam ediyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kimse durmuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7inde\u2014<br>yaln\u0131zca Bar\u0131\u015f biraz geride kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama bu gecikme art\u0131k \u201cteredd\u00fct\u201d de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu,<br>yola \u00e7\u0131kmadan hemen \u00f6nce beliren<br>sessiz bir uyumsuzluktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>K\u0131z\u0131lay\u2019\u0131n durmadan akan kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Bar\u0131\u015f bir an durdu. \u015eehir hareket etmeye devam ederken, sanki yaln\u0131zca o yerinde kalm\u0131\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":9525,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"swell_btn_cv_data":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[992,988],"tags":[1380,1256,1022,1030,1244,1258,1065],"class_list":["post-8323","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-baris-noah","category-story","tag-ankara","tag-ankara-sokaklari","tag-baris-and-noah","tag-baris-ve-noah","tag-kizilay-ankara","tag-sehir-yalnizligi","tag-sessiz-hikaye"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8323","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8323"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8323\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10026,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8323\/revisions\/10026"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/9525"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8323"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8323"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8323"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}