{"id":8381,"date":"2026-06-26T21:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-06-26T12:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/?p=8381"},"modified":"2026-06-04T16:37:27","modified_gmt":"2026-06-04T07:37:27","slug":"baris-noah-episode-16-ulus-station","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/baris-noah-episode-16-ulus-station\/","title":{"rendered":"16B\u00f6l\u00fcm \u2014 Ankara Ulus\u2019ta \u0130stasyona Do\u011fru Bir Sabah | \u0130leri Gitmek mi Geri D\u00f6nmek mi Karar Verilemeyen G\u00fcn"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Eski yerlerin, hen\u00fcz karar\u0131n\u0131 verememi\u015f duygular\u0131 i\u00e7ine alan bir havas\u0131 vard\u0131r.<br>Ankara sabahlar\u0131, ayn\u0131 \u015fehrin i\u00e7inde bile bulundu\u011fun yere g\u00f6re farkl\u0131 ya\u015flarda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131lay sabah\u0131, insanlar\u0131n ayak sesleriyle \u00e7oktan uyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Ama Ulus\u2019a yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a \u015fehrin zaman\u0131 biraz yava\u015flar. Ta\u015f duvarlar, eski tabelalar, yar\u0131ya kadar a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f d\u00fckk\u00e2n kepenkleri. Yeni bir g\u00fcn ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, ama orada d\u00fcnden de eski bir \u015fey h\u00e2l\u00e2 sessizce duruyordur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f yoku\u015ftan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, Ulus\u2019a do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu.<br>Kendisi bile neden buraya geldi\u011fini tam a\u00e7\u0131klayam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131lay\u2019dan eve d\u00f6nebilirdi.<br>Ba\u015fka bir soka\u011fa sapabilirdi.<br>Yine de, istasyona gidilecekse yol buradan ge\u00e7er gibi bir his vard\u0131 i\u00e7inde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Asl\u0131nda \u201cistasyona gidece\u011fim\u201d diye karar vermi\u015f de\u011fildi.<br>Sadece istasyonun bulundu\u011fu y\u00f6nden g\u00f6zlerini ka\u00e7\u0131rmaya devam edemez olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu y\u00fczden y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<br>K\u0131z\u0131lay gibi insanlar\u0131n onu s\u00fcr\u00fckleyip g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir yere de\u011fil,<br>biraz daha eski, biraz daha sessiz,<br>d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin geride kalmas\u0131n\u0131n daha zor oldu\u011fu sokaklara do\u011fru.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ulus-morning-walk-episode-16-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"Bar\u0131\u015f walking through an old quiet street in Ulus, Ankara at dawn\" class=\"wp-image-9597\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ulus-morning-walk-episode-16-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ulus-morning-walk-episode-16-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ulus-morning-walk-episode-16-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ulus-morning-walk-episode-16-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-ulus-morning-walk-episode-16.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">A silent morning road before the city fully awakens.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>Ulus\u2019un havas\u0131na kuru ta\u015f kokusu ile sabah ekme\u011finin kokusu kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir yerlerde pi\u015fen simidin k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f kokusu, daha tam \u0131s\u0131nmam\u0131\u015f metalin kokusu, uzun zamand\u0131r kullan\u0131lan ah\u015fap bir kap\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lma sesi. Soka\u011f\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir adam, d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne sandalyeleri diziyor, hi\u00e7 acele etmeyen bir y\u00fczle hareket ediyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131lay\u2019da herkes \u201c\u015fimdi\u201dye do\u011fru gidiyordu.<br>Ama Ulus\u2019ta, insanlar\u0131n hareketlerinin arkas\u0131nda daha uzun bir zaman g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu sanki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu \u015fehir sadece eski de\u011fildi.<br>Eski \u015feylerin hen\u00fcz g\u00f6revini bitirmedi\u011fi bir yerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f b\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Babas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, nedense yeni yerlerden \u00e7ok b\u00f6yle eski havalar\u0131n i\u00e7inde ona daha yak\u0131n hissediyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Harita.<br>Ayakkab\u0131lar.<br>Annesinin sessizli\u011fi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunlar\u0131n hepsi ge\u00e7mi\u015fin i\u00e7inde kapal\u0131yd\u0131, ama hi\u00e7birinin i\u015fi tam olarak bitmemi\u015fti.<br>Ulus sabah\u0131 da buna benziyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulus-fogged-tea-glasses-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"Traditional Turkish tea glasses behind a fogged window in Ulus\" class=\"wp-image-9613\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulus-fogged-tea-glasses-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulus-fogged-tea-glasses-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulus-fogged-tea-glasses-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulus-fogged-tea-glasses-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/ulus-fogged-tea-glasses.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">The street had not fully awakened yet.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>Soka\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesini d\u00f6n\u00fcnce, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ay oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde y\u00fckselen buhar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<br>Bu\u011fulanm\u0131\u015f cam\u0131n arkas\u0131nda, birka\u00e7 ince belli \u00e7ay barda\u011f\u0131 yan yana dizilmi\u015fti.<br>D\u0131\u015far\u0131da iki eski ah\u015fap sandalye vard\u0131. Birinde ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam oturuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dczerinde gri bir ceket vard\u0131. Bastonunu dizine dayam\u0131\u015f, hen\u00fcz i\u00e7meye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 belli olan \u00e7ay barda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir elinde tutuyordu.<br>Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde derin \u00e7izgiler vard\u0131. Ama yorgun g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu. Daha \u00e7ok, uzun s\u00fcre r\u00fczg\u00e2ra maruz kalm\u0131\u015f bir ta\u015f\u0131n sessizli\u011fi vard\u0131 onda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f onun \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ip gidecekken ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 biraz yava\u015flatt\u0131.<br>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 adam\u0131n bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 ona d\u00f6n\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dikkatle izleyen bir bak\u0131\u015f de\u011fildi.<br>\u00c7a\u011f\u0131ran bir bak\u0131\u015f da de\u011fildi.<br>Sadece, \u201cNereye gitti\u011fini bilmeyen insan\u0131 tan\u0131r\u0131m\u201d der gibi sakin bir bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-old-tea-house-ulus-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"Elderly man sitting outside a quiet tea house in Ulus, Ankara\" class=\"wp-image-9609\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-old-tea-house-ulus-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-old-tea-house-ulus-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-old-tea-house-ulus-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-old-tea-house-ulus-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-old-tea-house-ulus.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">He looked toward the street as if time itself were passing by.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;\u0130stasyona m\u0131?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam\u0131n sesi al\u00e7ak ve kuruydu.<br>Ama so\u011fuk de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f istemeden durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;&#8230;Hen\u00fcz bilmiyorum.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunu s\u00f6yledikten sonra kendisine de biraz tuhaf geldi.<br>Sorulan \u015fey y\u00f6n hakk\u0131ndayd\u0131, hayat hakk\u0131nda de\u011fil.<br>Ama a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan cevap ona aitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 hafif\u00e7e gev\u015fedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;Bilmeden istasyon taraf\u0131na gelen \u00e7ok olur.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyemedi.<br>\u00c7ay oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde, ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n cama de\u011fdi\u011fi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ses duyuldu.<br>Soka\u011f\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan, el arabas\u0131 iten bir adam yava\u015f\u00e7a ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-quiet-ulus-alley-1024x576.webp\" alt=\"Quiet stone alley in Ulus, Ankara with two cats in the morning\" class=\"wp-image-9601\" srcset=\"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-quiet-ulus-alley-1024x576.webp 1024w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-quiet-ulus-alley-400x225.webp 400w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-quiet-ulus-alley-768x432.webp 768w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-quiet-ulus-alley-1536x864.webp 1536w, https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/baris-noah-quiet-ulus-alley.webp 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">The city had not fully awakened yet.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>Ulus sabah\u0131 sessizdi, ama durmu\u015f de\u011fildi.<br>Sadece acele etmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam \u00e7ay\u0131ndan bir yudum ald\u0131, sonra g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;Gen\u00e7ken, yola \u00e7\u0131kman\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015fey oldu\u011funu san\u0131rd\u0131m.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6yleyi\u015fi daha \u00e7ok kendi kendine konu\u015fur gibiydi.<br>Hem Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019a s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor gibiydi, hem de kendi ge\u00e7mi\u015fine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;Ama de\u011fil. B\u00fcy\u00fck olan yola \u00e7\u0131kmak de\u011fil.<br>\u00d6nce geri d\u00f6nmemeye karar vermek.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00f6z Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcn derinine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<br>\u0130stemeden ya\u015fl\u0131 adama bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;Geri d\u00f6nmemeye karar vermek&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;\u00d6yle.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;\u0130stasyon ondan sonra gelir.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>O an Ulus\u2019un havas\u0131 biraz de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015f gibi oldu.<br>Yeni bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylenmi\u015f de\u011fildi.<br>Ama Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n i\u00e7inde h\u00e2l\u00e2 belirsiz duran bir \u015feye ba\u015fka bir \u015fekil verilmi\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131lay\u2019da, ileri gitmekle geri d\u00f6nmek aras\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<br>Otob\u00fcs dura\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7ay i\u00e7erken, gidilecek yer ile gitmek istenen yer aras\u0131ndaki fark\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama \u015fimdi, Ulus\u2019un bu eski havas\u0131nda soru biraz de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti.<br>\u0130leri gitmek mi, geri d\u00f6nmek mi de\u011fil.<br>Art\u0131k geri d\u00f6nmeyecek miydi?<br>\u00d6nce bunun geldi\u011fini ilk kez anlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;Siz istasyona m\u0131 gidiyorsunuz?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f sessizce sordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam g\u00fclmedi.<br>Sadece \u00e7ay barda\u011f\u0131na bakarak konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;Bug\u00fcn gitmem. \u00c7ok gittim.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunun ne anlama geldi\u011fini hemen anlayamad\u0131.<br>Gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131ndan s\u00f6z ediyor olabilirdi.<br>Hayata dair bir benzetme de olabilirdi.<br>Ya da ger\u00e7ekten yaln\u0131zca istasyona ka\u00e7 kez gitti\u011finden bahsediyor olabilirdi.<br>Ama bu belirsizlik garip bir \u015fekilde i\u00e7inde kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;O zaman neden buradas\u0131n\u0131z?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam soka\u011fa bakt\u0131.<br>\u0130nsanlar yava\u015f yava\u015f \u00e7o\u011falmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<br>Bir d\u00fckk\u00e2n kepenginin a\u00e7\u0131lma sesi geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;\u0130stasyona gidenler bazen buradan ge\u00e7er.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00f6z bir a\u00e7\u0131klama gibiydi, ama tam olarak a\u00e7\u0131klama de\u011fildi.<br>Bekliyor muydu?<br>Bak\u0131yor muydu?<br>Hat\u0131rl\u0131yor muydu?<br>Hi\u00e7biri net de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama b\u00f6yle biri Ulus\u2019a yak\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<br>Eski \u015feylerin hen\u00fcz g\u00f6revini bitirmedi\u011fi bir yerde,<br>kendi g\u00f6revini a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a s\u00f6ylemeyen insanlar daha do\u011fal duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f soka\u011f\u0131n ilerisindeki y\u00f6ne bakt\u0131.<br>Buradan biraz daha giderse istasyon taraf\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kacakt\u0131.<br>H\u00e2l\u00e2 geri d\u00f6nebilecek kadar yak\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamana g\u00f6re i\u00e7inde bir \u015fey biraz daha hafiflemi\u015fti.<br>Ama hafiflemek, ilerleyebilmek demek de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde h\u00e2l\u00e2, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bulamazsa ne olaca\u011f\u0131na dair bir korku duruyordu.<br>Babas\u0131n\u0131n izini s\u00fcrmek ger\u00e7ekten bir yere varacak m\u0131yd\u0131?<br>Yoksa sadece i\u00e7indeki bo\u015flu\u011fu mu b\u00fcy\u00fctecekti?<br>Bunu h\u00e2l\u00e2 bilmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;Korkmu\u015f bir y\u00fcz\u00fcn var.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f buruk bir \u015fekilde g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;\u00d6yle mi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Ama k\u00f6t\u00fc bir y\u00fcz de\u011fil.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00f6z, onu biraz rahatlatt\u0131.<br>Cesaret verilmi\u015f gibi de\u011fildi.<br>S\u0131rt\u0131ndan itilmi\u015f gibi de de\u011fildi.<br>Ama karars\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n sadece zay\u0131fl\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kabul edildi\u011fini hissetti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>R\u00fczg\u00e2r soka\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7ti.<br>K\u0131z\u0131lay\u2019daki r\u00fczg\u00e2rdan farkl\u0131yd\u0131. Ulus\u2019un r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131 eski ta\u015f kokusu ta\u015f\u0131yordu.<br>\u0130tmekten \u00e7ok, bir \u015feyi hat\u0131rlat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f o r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n i\u00e7inde yava\u015f\u00e7a nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;&#8230;\u0130stasyon taraf\u0131 d\u00fcz m\u00fc?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendi a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan s\u00f6z\u00fc duyunca, sonunda anlad\u0131.<br>Bu hen\u00fcz karar de\u011fildi.<br>Ama art\u0131k sadece karars\u0131zl\u0131k da de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam bastonunun ucuyla soka\u011f\u0131n ilerisini hafif\u00e7e g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>&#8220;D\u00fcz. 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\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">The street was quieter than his thoughts.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>Ulus sabah\u0131 hen\u00fcz tamamen yeni olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<br>D\u00fcn\u00fcn kokusu, \u00e7ok daha eskiden birinin ayak sesleri, kelimeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fememi\u015f zaman.<br>G\u00fcn, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131yarak ba\u015fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bar\u0131\u015f y\u00fcr\u00fcrken d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<br>\u0130stasyona gidip gitmedi\u011fi h\u00e2l\u00e2 net de\u011fildi.<br>Ama en az\u0131ndan, art\u0131k eve d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7in y\u00fcr\u00fcmedi\u011fini biliyordu.<br>Bu fark, d\u00fcne kadar oldu\u011fundan \u00e7ok daha b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Soka\u011f\u0131n ilerisinden, uzakta metalin g\u0131c\u0131rdad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir ses geldi.<br>Ger\u00e7ekten istasyondan m\u0131 gelmi\u015fti, yoksa ba\u015fka bir d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n kepengi miydi, 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