{"id":8400,"date":"2026-07-03T21:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-07-03T12:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/?p=8400"},"modified":"2026-06-04T16:41:53","modified_gmt":"2026-06-04T07:41:53","slug":"baris-noah-episode-18-hamamonu-unease","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/baris-noah-episode-18-hamamonu-unease\/","title":{"rendered":"18B\u00f6l\u00fcm \u2014 Hamam\u00f6n\u00fc\u2019n\u00fcn Sessiz Huzursuzlu\u011fu"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Sessiz yerlerde, insan\u0131n i\u00e7indeki ses daha y\u00fcksek duyulur bazen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6\u011fleden biraz sonrayd\u0131. Hamam\u00f6n\u00fc, ayn\u0131 \u015fehrin i\u00e7inde olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen, ba\u015fka yerlerden daha yava\u015f ak\u0131yordu. Dar ta\u015f yollar. Onar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f eski evlerin ah\u015fap pencereleri. Sa\u00e7aklardan sarkan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck saks\u0131lar. Bir yerden gelen \u00e7ay\u0131n kokusu, kuru havan\u0131n i\u00e7ine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f hafif tahta ve toprak kokusuyla birlikte yay\u0131l\u0131yordu. Uzaktan arabalar ge\u00e7iyordu ama bu soka\u011fa gelince, sesleri ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre aitmi\u015f gibi inceliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f yoku\u015fun ortas\u0131nda durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buraya neden geldi\u011fini kendisi de tam a\u00e7\u0131klayam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evin \u00f6n\u00fcnden ayr\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra, do\u011fruca istasyona gitmek istemedi.
Ama tekrar eve d\u00f6nmek de m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu y\u00fczden y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0131z\u0131lay kalabal\u0131kt\u0131.
Ulus ge\u00e7mi\u015fe fazla yak\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130kisi de de\u011fildi arad\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ad\u0131mlar\u0131 onu buraya getirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n

\n
\"Bar\u0131\u015f
He kept walking, even though the silence felt heavier with every step.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Burada biraz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilece\u011fini sand\u0131.
Sessiz. Eski. Kimsenin acele ettirmedi\u011fi bir yer.
Ankara\u2019da h\u00e2l\u00e2 yava\u015f nefes alan nadir yerlerden biri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerini toparlamak istedi\u011finde b\u00f6yle yerlere gelir belki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama geldi\u011finde, sessizlik onu sakinle\u015ftirmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

Tam tersine.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Ta\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde \u00e7\u0131kan ayak sesi, yaln\u0131zca ona aitti.
Pencere kenar\u0131ndaki eski sandalye.
G\u00f6lgede b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ah\u015fap kutular.
Turistlerin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc bile biraz gecikerek ula\u015f\u0131yordu kula\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k de\u011fildi.
Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey k\u0131r\u0131k de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine de, i\u00e7indeki bir \u015fey yerini bulam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n

\n
\"Empty
The street was quiet, but the feeling of being watched remained.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

b\u00f6l\u00fcmde, evin \u00f6n\u00fcnde akl\u0131na tak\u0131lan o k\u00f6pek g\u00f6lgesi h\u00e2l\u00e2 i\u00e7indeydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Babas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda.
Kap\u0131n\u0131n al\u00e7ak taraf\u0131nda.
Belki de sadece bir his.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hat\u0131rlayam\u0131yor.
Ama kaybolmuyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu rahats\u0131z ediyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130leride k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131k vard\u0131.
Eski bir bank, g\u00f6lgenin i\u00e7inde tek ba\u015f\u0131na duruyordu.
G\u00fcne\u015f alan ta\u015flar parlakt\u0131 ama bank\u0131n etraf\u0131 biraz daha serin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n

\n
\"Quiet
Even empty places seemed to remember someone.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f oturdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00fczg\u00e2r zay\u0131ft\u0131.
Duyulan sadece uzaktan gelen tabak sesleri ve k\u0131sa ku\u015f sesleriydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buras\u0131 insan\u0131 sakinle\u015ftirmeliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7indeki huzursuzluk azalmak yerine daha belirginle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u2014 Burada kal\u0131rsam olmaz.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce, sebebinden \u00f6nce geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neden olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyordu.
Ne arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da hen\u00fcz s\u00f6yleyemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama burada kalsa da, eve d\u00f6nse de, ayn\u0131 yerde d\u00f6n\u00fcp duraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tam o s\u0131rada, yan\u0131nda bir ses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bastonun ta\u015fa de\u011fdi\u011fi k\u0131sa bir t\u0131k\u0131rt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fark etmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bank\u0131n di\u011fer taraf\u0131nda bir adam duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n

\n
\"Bar\u0131\u015f
Some conversations do not give answers. They only make the silence clearer.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Ulus\u2019taki adam de\u011fildi.
Bu daha zay\u0131ft\u0131. Koyu lacivert bir ceket giymi\u015fti. \u015eapkas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde g\u00f6zleri tam se\u00e7ilmiyordu. Ama duru\u015funda garip bir sakinlik vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Orada olmas\u0131 do\u011fald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cOtursam?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Sesi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f biraz kayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cTabii.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Adam oturdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir s\u00fcre konu\u015fmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130kisinin aras\u0131na Hamam\u00f6n\u00fc\u2019n\u00fcn \u00f6\u011fleden sonras\u0131 yerle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra, adam \u00f6n\u00fcne bakarak konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cBuraya sakinle\u015fmek i\u00e7in geldin. Ama daha da huzursuz oldun.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201c\u00d6yle mi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cG\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

K\u0131sa bir cevapt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra devam etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cBir de\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

K\u0131sa bir duraklama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cBirileri seni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor gibi duruyorsun.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n i\u00e7indeki bir \u015fey durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7a\u011fr\u0131lmak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu kelime fazla do\u011fruydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kendi i\u00e7inde ad\u0131n\u0131 koyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyi, ba\u015fkas\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201c…\u00d6yle mi duruyorum?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Adam g\u00fclmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cDuruyorsun. Gidece\u011fi yeri bilen birine benzemiyorsun. Ama d\u00f6nen biri de de\u011filsin.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u00f6zler, son g\u00fcnlerin tamam\u0131n\u0131 bir \u00e7izgiye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0131z\u0131lay\u2019da durmak.
Durakta beklemek.
Ulus\u2019ta y\u00f6n\u00fc sadece g\u00f6rmek.
Evin \u00f6n\u00fcnde o g\u00f6lgeyi hat\u0131rlamak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hepsi bir anda ba\u011fland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cKim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n sesi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adam cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcne\u015f ta\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde yava\u015f\u00e7a kay\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cOnu \u015fimdi kelimeye d\u00f6kersen, ba\u015fka bir \u015feye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f annesini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kelimeler, \u015feyi de\u011fi\u015ftirir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu evde herkes b\u00f6yle konu\u015fuyordu sanki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama adam\u0131n s\u00f6yledi\u011fi biraz farkl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cSen h\u00e2l\u00e2 sebep ar\u0131yorsun. O y\u00fczden huzursuzsun.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f yere bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ta\u015flar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan tek bir ince ot \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sebep.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Babay\u0131 takip etmenin sebebi.
Evi terk etmenin sebebi.
\u0130stasyona gitmenin sebebi.
O g\u00f6lgeyi \u00f6nemsemenin sebebi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Her \u015feyi a\u00e7\u0131klamak istiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama a\u00e7\u0131klamalar yetmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cSebep olmadan ilerlenmez mi?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bu soru kendili\u011finden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adam hafif\u00e7e g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cOlur.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Sonra devam etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cAma insan sebepsiz kal\u0131nca huzursuz olur.
Ve huzursuz olunca, do\u011fru yerde bile rahat edemez.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u00f6z, bulundu\u011fu yeri anlat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buras\u0131 do\u011fru bir yerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama o haz\u0131r de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sorun mek\u00e2nda de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7indeydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve o merkezin i\u00e7inde babas\u0131, ev ve o k\u00f6pek g\u00f6lgesi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00fczg\u00e2r ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sessizce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir anl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, meydan\u0131n ucundaki g\u00f6lge oynad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f oraya bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u015fey vard\u0131 sanki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Al\u00e7ak bir g\u00f6lge.
K\u00f6pek gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir an.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra yok.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sadece k\u00f6\u015feyi d\u00f6nen bir turist.<\/p>\n\n\n

\n
\"Quiet
A silent street where even small shadows felt impossible to ignore.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n
\n

\u201c…Yine.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

F\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adam bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cNe?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cBilmiyorum. Ama\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Devam edemedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek demek i\u00e7in fazla belirsizdi.
Hayal demek i\u00e7in fazla s\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adam sormad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sadece bir kez bakt\u0131 ve tekrar \u00f6n\u00fcne d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cBurada fazla kalma.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cNiye?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cB\u00f6yle yerler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in iyidir.
Ama karar vermemi\u015f biri i\u00e7in fazla derindir.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u00f6z tehdit gibi gelmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha \u00e7ok s\u0131n\u0131r gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hamam\u00f6n\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek i\u00e7indi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama cevap vermezdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burada kal\u0131rsan, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey ba\u015flamazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bank\u0131n so\u011fuklu\u011fu dizlerinde kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201c…Sa\u011f ol.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Adam ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bile sallamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sadece g\u00fcne\u015fe bakarak konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

\u201cGerek yok.
\u00c7a\u011fr\u0131lanlar zaten y\u00fcr\u00fcr.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u00f6z kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0131kmadan \u00f6nce bir kez daha bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adam h\u00e2l\u00e2 oradayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki hep oradaym\u0131\u015f gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O an anlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buras\u0131 sakinle\u015fmek i\u00e7in de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sakinle\u015femedi\u011fini fark etmek i\u00e7indi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Belki Ankara da b\u00f6yle bir yerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fczenli. Kalabal\u0131k. Mant\u0131kl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir \u015fehir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama en derininde insan\u0131 kendi i\u00e7ine d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0131z\u0131lay\u2019da durdu\u011funu anlad\u0131.
Ulus\u2019ta geri d\u00f6nmemeyi.
Evin \u00f6n\u00fcnde g\u00f6lgeyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve burada\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u015fey daha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sorun huzursuzluk de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Huzur bulursa, art\u0131k gidemeyece\u011fini biliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcne\u015f e\u011filmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nereye gidece\u011fini bilmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama art\u0131k burada kalamazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tam o s\u0131rada, arkas\u0131ndan ince bir ses geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Metal. Hafif.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir tasman\u0131n sesi gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimse yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sadece ta\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde ince bir g\u00f6lge ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Belki hayaldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama art\u0131k, o kadar kolay de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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