{"id":8564,"date":"2026-08-21T21:00:51","date_gmt":"2026-08-21T12:00:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/?p=8564"},"modified":"2026-07-07T04:34:19","modified_gmt":"2026-07-06T19:34:19","slug":"baris-noah-episode-32-unchanging-distance","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/baris-noah-episode-32-unchanging-distance\/","title":{"rendered":"B\u00f6l\u00fcm 32 \u2014 Mesafesi de\u011fi\u015fmeyen k\u00f6pek | Love Valley\u2019de derinle\u015fen Kapadokya tuhafl\u0131\u011f\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"A
The landscape revealed nothing, yet it seemed to remember.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Mesafe, y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e de\u011fi\u015fmeliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f kuru yolun \u00fczerinde dururken bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Love Valley sabah\u0131, d\u00fcnden biraz daha beyazd\u0131. Kaya s\u00fctunlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7izgileri \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde eriyor, uzaktaki vadi h\u00e2l\u00e2 uyuyormu\u015f gibi sessiz duruyordu. R\u00fczg\u00e2r estik\u00e7e ince kumlar ayakkab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n kenar\u0131na \u00e7arp\u0131yor, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck sesler \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcn o k\u00f6pek ger\u00e7ekten oradayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve bug\u00fcn de oradayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f bunu kabul etmek istemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayn\u0131 vadide bir k\u00f6pek olmas\u0131 tuhaf de\u011fildi. Kapadokya\u2019n\u0131n k\u00f6ylerinde k\u00f6pek olurdu. Yollarda, tepelerde, d\u00fckk\u00e2nlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde. \u0130nsan hayat\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda, do\u011fal bir \u015feymi\u015f gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama o k\u00f6pek farkl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsanlar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerlerden biraz uzakta, sanki kimseye ait de\u011filmi\u015f gibi duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vadinin derinine uzanan tek yol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O yolun ilerisinde, d\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00f6lge vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f yava\u015f\u00e7a y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n

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\"A
Some distances cannot be measured by steps.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Bir ad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kuru toprak ses verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki ad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00fczg\u00e2r y\u00fcz\u00fcne de\u011fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7 ad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek k\u0131p\u0131rdamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mesafenin k\u0131salmas\u0131 gerekiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama g\u00f6z\u00fcndeki k\u00f6pe\u011fin b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc de\u011fi\u015fmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zlerini k\u0131st\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzakl\u0131k alg\u0131s\u0131 m\u0131 bozuluyordu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Belki vadinin yap\u0131s\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcndendi. Love Valley\u2019de kayalar, yak\u0131n\u0131 uzak, uza\u011f\u0131 yak\u0131n g\u00f6steriyordu. I\u015f\u0131kla g\u00f6lge \u00fcst \u00fcste gelince, mesafe duygusu bulan\u0131kla\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrse a\u00e7\u0131klanabilirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7\u0131klanmas\u0131 gerekiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f tekrar y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu kez biraz daha h\u0131zl\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki ta\u015flar yuvarland\u0131, kuru ses vadide yank\u0131land\u0131. Sabah havas\u0131 so\u011fuktu ama s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde yava\u015f\u00e7a bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek h\u00e2l\u00e2 ayn\u0131 yerde g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayn\u0131 mesafede g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Korkutucu olan buydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzakta de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yakla\u015f\u0131lam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“B\u00f6yle bir \u015fey olamaz.”<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Bunu sesli s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama sesi vadinin i\u00e7inde inceldi, kendisine ait de\u011filmi\u015f gibi geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O s\u0131rada sa\u011fdaki kayan\u0131n ard\u0131ndan gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc duyuldu. Turist olmal\u0131yd\u0131lar. \u0130ki ki\u015fi foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekerek y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir e\u015farp r\u00fczg\u00e2rda sallan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kad\u0131nlardan biri k\u00f6pe\u011fin oldu\u011fu tarafa bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f istemeden onun bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 takip etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcyor muydu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onlar da o k\u00f6pe\u011fi g\u00f6r\u00fcyor muydu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama kad\u0131n hemen telefonunu kald\u0131rd\u0131 ve kaya s\u00fctunlar\u0131n\u0131 arkas\u0131na al\u0131p g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n

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\"A
Some things are visible only to those who are looking.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

K\u00f6pe\u011fe hi\u00e7bir tepki vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131 kurudu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rm\u00fcyor muydu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoksa g\u00f6r\u00fcp de \u00f6nemsemiyor muydu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aradaki fark\u0131 anlayam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yolun kenar\u0131na \u00e7ekildi ve ikisinin ge\u00e7mesini bekledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Parf\u00fcm kokusu bir an r\u00fczg\u00e2ra kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131, sonra kayboldu. \u0130nsan varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 uzakla\u015f\u0131nca, vadi yine eski sessizli\u011fine d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f k\u00f6pe\u011fe yeniden bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oradayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayn\u0131 duru\u015fla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayn\u0131 mesafede.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00f6fke do\u011fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Korkudan \u00e7ok, anlayamamaktan gelen bir \u00f6fkeydi bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan, anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feye isim vermek ister.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tesad\u00fcf.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yorgunluk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yan\u0131lsama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yolculuk tedirginli\u011fi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00f6yle adland\u0131r\u0131nca kalp biraz yat\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama isim verince kaybolmayan \u015feyler vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Babas\u0131 da \u00f6yleydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kaybolu\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sessizlik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Se\u00e7im.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hangi kelimeyi kullan\u0131rsa kullans\u0131n, babas\u0131n\u0131n yoklu\u011fu de\u011fi\u015fmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve \u015fimdi, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki k\u00f6pe\u011fe de hi\u00e7bir kelime uymuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f hafif\u00e7e ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Babas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmesine gerek yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eimdi sadece k\u00f6pe\u011fi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc anda, d\u00fcnk\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 adam\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc geri geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n

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\"A
A moment of stillness before the next step.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Bu vadi, insanlar\u0131n geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyleri iyi hat\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Geride b\u0131rak\u0131lan \u015feyler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Babas\u0131n\u0131n b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kendisinin geride b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kelimeler vadinin havas\u0131na kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, kaybolmuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f y\u00fcr\u00fcmeyi b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu kez tersine, geriye do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m att\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pekle aras\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mak i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir ad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek de\u011fi\u015fmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir ad\u0131m daha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

De\u011fi\u015fmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7 ad\u0131m geriye gitse de, k\u00f6pe\u011fin \u00e7izgisi ayn\u0131 kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131 so\u011fudu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yakla\u015fsa da uzakla\u015fsa da mesafe de\u011fi\u015fmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n

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\"A
The closer he moved, the farther it seemed.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

B\u00f6yle bir \u015fey olamazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Olamazd\u0131 ama g\u00f6zlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00f6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birka\u00e7 saniye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n sesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzakta bir ku\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir yerlerde d\u00fc\u015fen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ta\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok az \u00e7evirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f nefesini tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O bak\u0131\u015fta \u00f6fke yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tehdit de yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sadece bekliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama neyi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neden onu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f bir ad\u0131m atmak istedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama aya\u011f\u0131 k\u0131p\u0131rdamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7inde bir yer h\u00e2l\u00e2 geri d\u00f6n diyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yakla\u015f\u0131rsa bir \u015fey bitecekmi\u015f gibi geldi.
Ayn\u0131 anda, yakla\u015fmazsa hi\u00e7bir \u015fey ba\u015flamayacakm\u0131\u015f gibi de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vadinin r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7lendi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kaya g\u00f6lgeleri yerde yava\u015f\u00e7a kayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O g\u00f6lgelerin i\u00e7inde yaln\u0131zca k\u00f6pe\u011fin g\u00f6lgesi koyu kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki \u0131\u015f\u0131ktan da, zamandan da biraz d\u0131\u015far\u0131dayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f sonunda fark etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pe\u011fi takip etmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek onu \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne kadar gelece\u011fini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nerede duraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neden korktu\u011funu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bunlar ses olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u015fey \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcne kadar olan tuhafl\u0131k art\u0131k d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki bir olay de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7ine girmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f yava\u015f\u00e7a nefes verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“Sen\u2026 ne biliyorsun?”<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Sesi r\u00fczg\u00e2rda kaybolacak kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pek cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elbette.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine de o sessizlik, yaln\u0131zca sessizlik de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cevap vermeyerek bir \u015fey s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f k\u0131p\u0131rdayamadan durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Love Valley\u2019nin derinine uzanan tek yol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yakla\u015fsa da uzakla\u015fsa da de\u011fi\u015fmeyen mesafe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O yolun ilerisinde k\u00f6pek sessizce ona bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra, ilk kez, yava\u015f\u00e7a arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gitmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ka\u00e7m\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n gelebilip gelemeyece\u011fini deniyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dibinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ta\u015f yuvarland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n

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Neither moved away, yet the distance remained.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Mesafe, y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e de\u011fi\u015fmeliydi. Bar\u0131\u015f kuru yolun \u00fczerinde dururken bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Love Valley sabah\u0131, d\u00fcnden biraz daha beyazd\u0131. Kaya s\u00fctunlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7izgileri \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde eriyor, uzaktaki vadi h\u00e2l\u00e2 uyuyormu\u015f gibi sessiz duruyordu. R\u00fczg\u00e2r estik\u00e7e ince kumlar ayakkab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n kenar\u0131na \u00e7arp\u0131yor, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck sesler \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu. D\u00fcn o k\u00f6pek ger\u00e7ekten oradayd\u0131. Ve bug\u00fcn de oradayd\u0131. Bar\u0131\u015f bunu kabul etmek istemiyordu. Ayn\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":10446,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"swell_btn_cv_data":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[992,988],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8564","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-baris-noah","category-story"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8564","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8564"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8564\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10905,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8564\/revisions\/10905"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10446"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8564"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8564"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worldwatch.tokyo\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8564"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}